I'm not very good at updating my blogs. I spend too much time on trivial pursuits and not any on the things I should be doing. Anyway, I've come to a revelation of sorts a few days ago. I realized I don't need a woman in my life. At this moment I don't want one either. Big difference between needing and wanting. It's a big thing for me to not need a romantic relationship. And I know deep down inside I don't want one now and don't have the time and resources for one. I have no problem meeting women but I do have a problem keeping them interested. Could be something I'm doing or lacking. Also, it helps to not fall for a woman of a different religion who can't see herself marrying a man who is not of that religion.
